grandparent's day

i terribly miss my grandparents. i'm so lucky to have crystal clear memories of them as a child. too bad none of them made it to see their grandchild from me. but most definitely this child is going to know them through all the funny and inspiring moments i have of them. oh no, this reminds me of my dad again. how i wish dad were here, but without all the suffering from the malfunctioning organs in his body. it's still hard to believe you know. we'd have our first christmas and new year without him and that seems to be so wrong, so weird. my baby's going to hear a lot about him from me for sure. and i'll see to it that we celebrate Grandparent's Day and make it super fun with my mom. it makes me so excited thinking of all the things we'd do together. so excited!