blessed

busy means a lot of blessings and i'm so happy these past few days that i can't keep my mouth shut even to strangers. but that's fine. i don't see anything wrong with being open or else, i'll explode. because today my heart is just full of hopes and ideas are pouring in like crazy.

for example, i'm thinking about how to split the amplifier / mixer output to multiple headphones so that all the band members recording in the practice room would be able to hear ourselves clearly. i find it hard to sing without hearing myself and i'm the type who gets out of pitch when i hear an instrument that's also out of pitch. it's these big sensitive ears that i depend on when i'm singing and i'm a little worried because i know that not all sound stage setup have perfect fold backs that would let me hear myself. and i don't want to be dependent on monitors. i need a vocal coach! HELP!

anyway, this busy-ness can't stop me from baking tonight. i'm going to do brownies again. this time, i have a feeling it's going to be P-E-R-F-E-C-T.

i'm just giving myself a break right now and later, i'll go out and pay the bills then come back and do some tricks on the tunes we've recorded yesterday and then finish the river cross book to get started with twilight, then clean up my candy cup that's been sitting here on my table for almost a year, scan an old picture so that i could join the sony's world's firsts contest, then read articles about singing, follow-up my brother's clearance from previous work, check credit card balance, look for family health insurance providers, and bake. what a lovely day.

we haven't set up a christmas tree at home yet. mom still wants to do general cleaning before we hang the new curtains that she sewed all by herself.

ok time to go.